My Life Story By: Christy Written in: Pen Permanent Marker. We are the authors of our lives, but sometimes we make big mistakes that cannot be fixed. It is like we are writing our life story in permanent marker, at that point. We can try to white it out but it still leaks through the page. There are tiny mistakes that are written in pencil they can be erased but they still existed. While our life story is written in pen. This is not a story that can be thrown out once you do not know what to do. You have to continue your life and never give up. Things may go bad but it is no reason to be mad. Everything happens for a reason, because if it is not meant to be then we would not have written our life story in pen. Live Life. Take risks. Do not be afraid to write your life story in permanent marker.
How Come? How Come that finally when I was perfectly and absolutely happy things go wrong. Things seeming to be falling apart in every way. and I do not know if I can go through it all. I am not used to change and when something this big comes my way I do not know how I can do this. I need help and I do not know who I can talk to. I thought I can talk to you but I obviously can not. I do not think I will get over this anytime soon. It is like I am up in my own little cloud, and have no one there to talk to. I know that I promised myself I would never write out my feelings into a poem like this but I am going to need help going through this.
"The words that mend the things that are broken.Now it's far too late. Every night you cry your self to sleep." These lyrics may just be words but to me these 3 lines mean a lot to me. "The words that mend the things that are broken." To me that is the words that make you forgive the people you love. I have heard words that have mended my broken heart."Now it's far too late." It has happened to me. Sometimes it is far too late to fix the things that are broken. " Every night you cry your self to sleep." I have spent mant nights crying. It might have not always been entirely because of guys but it has has happened before. This song has gotten me through many things. I will always listen to this song when I am in need.
Love can be just a word with many different definitions. One definition means extreme adoration. . And the second is just a word, it has not definition because to many people it is just a word. A meaning less word that gets thrown into conversations more than "the" does. Did everyone forget how strong of a word love is.
Life is confusing. You think you have everything figured out then everything just falls out of place. Your tower comes tumbling down on you. Things get so bad that you just want to give up, nut you just cant come around ot it. Confusing. When you think you have gotten over someone but… Confusing. When you think you knoow someone then they change. Confusing. So many things in life can be confusing, and I dont think that confusion can be solved. It can be erased but you can always see it lingering in the corners, or sometines you forget to get a part.
Love is a great thing. It leads to happiness, smiles, and laughs. But, why does no one ever talk about what happens if you fall out of love. Or in just one word. Heartbreak. Heartbreak is a painful thing to go through. It is worse when you you see this person everywhere. Things you remind tou about them and it makes heartbreak worse. The worst part of heartbreak is when you see that person with someone else. The worst feeling you can get from heartbreak is lonliness. Because it brings abandonment.
Sadness is inevitable. So, why do people choose to hide it. Is it because we are embarressed of our sadness. Sadness is nothing to be embarrassed about. It is a feeling. Sadness can be something that people try to avoid. But that is because sadness leads to different things. Sadness leads to pain, emberresment, and worst of all crying. Crying happens to help us through the pain, but it does not help. Crying happens not only when you feel sad but also when you feel alone, dispair, darkness. But, most of all hurt. And sadness can never be overcome, it will always be there.
Goodbyes happen a lot. It happens when you break up with someone, loose your crush, loose a friend, and even when you leave. But goodbyes lead to hellos. It leads to opening to new doors. Finding new things. Good byes will always be hard. Even when having to say goodbye to a loved one. The qorst part about saying goodbye is that sometimes you do not get the opportunity to say goodbye. Like, when you become a new person. You, do not notice it so you can not say goodbye to our oldselves. And its even worse when you never see you old self again.
Why is it that we always fall for the people we can’t have? We always like the people that for some reason never likes us back. I read a quote today that says ” there is 99.9% chance that i can never be with you, but its that .1% that keeps me going” and that’s true, it is that .1% that keeps me going. That keeps me hoping, dreaming, wondering. But that’s all I can do right now. Dream. Hope. Wonder.
Why is is that nothing seems to be going right? You’re able to read about true love. You’re able to watch true love happen in movies. And you’re able to see true love happen to friends. But, for some strange reason you are never able to experience true love for yourself. Is it because we try to hard? Is it because we’ve done something wrong? Or is it because we don’t have a true love? I was told that everyone has a true love. And I believe that true love is something that you need to fight for. Something that isn’t necessarily given to you. More like placed in front of you and is your choice to grab it or not. Like God, I don’t think that God necessarily gives you what you ask for- like hope or courage- more like he gives you oppotunities to fill what you ask for. I think true love is something that will be there for you through thick and thin. You may not realize it but, it’s there. And it is up to you if you want to take your true love. So I think our job is to open our eyes and realize that we have special things in our lives that we may not notice or give appretiation to. And we should in any way that we can show our love for those things.
Childhood never goes away it dissipears and returns when you want it back. Everybody has a child in them waiting to come out again. And sometimes we need to let them out. Every once in a while you just need to sit there and cry. Don’t hold things in because if you do they just build up and come out at the wrong times. Even if you have to hide, cry. Childhood is something that never goes away. YOU just choose to put it away. YOU choose to hide it from people. Everyone has a secret chilidish thing that they’ve always wanted it’s good to come out with it. Embrace your inner child and set it free, time and time again. Don’t care about what people think, because they really are hating who you are and liking who you are not. Embrace your inner child, set it free, let it breath, let it have its moments. If everyone let their inner child out, we could all be happy. Because who really wants to be grown-ups forever. Even though they say not to live in the past sometimes it is good. Reminice, laugh at the fun times, cry at the sad ones, enjoy the moments you have now, and look forward to the future.
I want a love thats never ending. I want a love that has you smiling every second of the day. A love that you can trust. A love that will hold your heart in his hand and not crush it. A love that has only eyes for you. I want a love that makes you believe in happily ever afters. A love that only exists in books. And that is exactly that, the love you want can only be attained by reading books or watching movies. These books make you believe in love but once you put it down its gone. What people need to realize is that these loves may never be attained, and that you have to learn to love what you have.
